So, I thank you :)

I don't know what's the so for HAHA ( I meant the title)

So, yeah as you can see I'm back in like days,

I normally don't do that right?

School started and I wasn't that busy mostly because we still don't have textbooks for this term

So I still kind of free.

Well, I came back mostly because I'm emo.

I mean that's what blogs are for right?

Anything happens, tell blog first.

SO, as my title has told you, I wanted to say thankyou.

This was supposed to be in my new year's eve post

but I guessed I got carried away. HAHA

So, now back to the topic 

(I'm using a lot of so's today -.-)

SO I THANK YOU

I bet most of us are like me.

We are never happy with life.

It's the truth.

Ungrateful brats.

You know, when pastors and elders in the church tells me

" Hey, God has a perfect plan for you. You are predestined cause God loves you and your life is perfect because God plans it"

'"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"' Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

But you know it's really hard to believe when you have issues in life.

As much as I love God, I used to wonder why has God put so many troubles in my life?

And sometimes it's like nobody really knows me except myself.

It's like a one man's war on earth.

But I thank God for letting me understand now.

I think God has put people to hurt me in my life to let me know how painful it is to be hurt.

How hurtful it is to be rejected.

How some comments are so mean that it hurts inside out.

SO THAT I REMEMBER THE PAIN AND NOT INFLICT IT ON ANYONE ELSE.

So thank you for people who has hurt me.

Because it has made me into a better person.

I know how painful it is so I try my best not to hurt others.

Thank God also for putting assholes in my life.

And God really has the perfect plan for me.

So when people hurt you next time, 

Say thank you for making me a better person.

And thank you for making me see the true colours so I won't continue to live in your lies.