2011 going 2012 , 18 going on 19

2011 is ending. In a few hours only.

Actually there's not much to talk about.

But then it's like a must haves in blogs, so yeahh.

Here goes mine.

Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll,

There's nothing much to talk about, really.

Okay okay.

2011, is divided into 4 parts.

the first part.

January till March.

Lemme seeeeeeee,

Okay, got it. January school reopens blah blah blah

Busy busy busy

Tuition tuition tuition

Then there's drama practice. 

Blah blah blah

got myself some new friends

Renewed some accquaintances

The second part

April till June

Okay, let's just skip.

You wont wannna know

The third part

July till September

Okay. Let's fast forward

 Highlight of the month: MY BIRTHDAY 21/08

My sisters threw me a surprise :P

The fourth and last part 

October till December

Started to get to business.

Study study study

Then SPM

Then FREEEEEEE

After that breed mushrooms at home

OMG, My life was so dull

Hmm,

I WILL MAKE IT INTERESTING NEXT YEAR!

But then I never feel dull this year

Most probably is the people that accompanied me throughout

MY 5A

and also my sisters!

I heart you all.

So 2012, here I come.

Ready or not, Here I am

My New Year Resolution: (understand this, no one ever actually stick to their new year resolutions okay, I'm writing it for the sake of writing it :P )

1. Slim down ( haha, this has been my top priority since i don't know when. )

2. Influence people. Imma set new fashion trends! (as if I can)

3. Be a better person. ( I have no idea how)

4. Stop being paranoid

 5. Be stronger :D

Um, It's enough to set me busy.

TA-TA~

SEE YOU NEXT YEAR ( irony much?:P)

 

 

I hate Shopping....and I'm dead serious.

Feeling violet. for no reason :P

 

Okayy, I know, it is so out of character for a girl to hate shopping.

But, wait let me explain.

I truly hate shopping.

TRULY AND SINCERELY.

 

 

Don't get me wrong. Shopping for stationery, I'm fine.

Shopping for shoes, I'm okay

Shopping for DIY stuff, I'm happy.

Shopping for food, I'm more than happy, ecstatic even.

The only form of shopping I hate is

SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES.

I HATE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES.

YOU'VE GOT IT RIGHT. NO NEED TO REREAD ANYMORE!

UGH.

Put yourself in my shoes.

18 years old, big size, limited cash, student.

Got the image in your head?

Okay, picture the me you've conjured in your mind walking into a boutique or any clothes selling shop.

Got it?

Now, on the rack is some really cool, in-the-season blouse/ t-shirt/ pants/skirt/whatever.

The me in your brain likes it and goes: ME GUSTA.

Bear in mind that piece is a must-have current season.

Walks up to it and goes: I MUST HAVE IT.

Walks to the salesgirl: Excuse me, um, do you have a XL size for this?

Salesgirl goes: Yeah, I'll get it for you.

Goes in the fitting room and put it on.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I can't fit in. :( 

Walks out and told the salesgirl sorry, can't fit in.

Salesgirl smirk at me and I feel like biting her head off.

UNDERSTAND NOW?!

OR:

ME: Excuse me, can I have the XL size?

Salesgirl: Sorry, the largest is an L size.

OR:

*le me saw 70% discount*

ME: Excuse me, do you have a  XL?

Salesgirl: Sorry, last piece.

OR:

Saw what I like goes in tries it on, can't fit.

Walks out saw another one, tries it on, can't fit either.

The cycle goes on for the whole day

In the end just get nothing.

Walks out feeling disappointed.

OR:

Finally found the one. Fits perfectly.

Turns over price tag.

A 3-digit number shouted in your face

You see now?

UGH.

SEE WHY I HATE IT SO MUCH?

Just because I'm not a size zero a.k.a XXXXS size doesn't mean I can't be fashionable okayyy.

Fashion designer shouldn't make clothes so small that they should be sold in the children's section.

They should make it in the sense that it caters to everyone.

They should have a wide range i.e: XXXXXXXXXS to XXXXXXXXXXXXL

It's like eliminating fat people from society you know.

I think we deserve to be pretty and fashionable.

The XL these days are more like a M size.

EAT AND YET PRETTY.

I don't want everyone to end up having aneroxia just because the clothes are getting smaller. 

Life is short. We should enjoy in every way.

SKINNY ISN'T PRETTY.

FAT ISN'T UGLY.

What I'm trying to say here is, Hey, we deserve a chance right?

I will become a fashion designer someday. If I had the chance

(Tho designing isn't exactly what I like)

I will reset fashion trend.

My models will all be plump, slightly overweight.

Who cares?

Who said that the only way to beauty is to become skinny?

My clothes line range from size negative zero to size hundred( if there's a size 100 ;P)

Gah, gotta go back packing. Buh-bye~

Leaving for KL tomorrow.

Peace. LOTSA LOVE,

Tiffany.

Breaking News.

Today, I'm feeling left. So my blog align left. 
Sorry for being random all the time. I just love changes.
Font colour black cause, not feeling any colour today. HAHA.

Anyway,  Just wanted to update you guys.
I know the title may shock you a little, but no, I'm still pretty ol' me.
YAH, you know. No changes. Except for a few more pounds? HAHA
Ugh, I don't get why I get fat so fast.
It's like, the air I breathe makes me fat?
Hey, you never know right.
During cell respiration our cell does produce food (Soooorrrryyy, I got carried away)
But, you never know right? Because of breathing I gained a few more pounds?
Maybe I should stop breathing some time. Just kidding.
I want to keep my beautiful face on Earth okay. (narcissism)




Oh wait, that's it! I have something to talk about now! YAY, ME GUSTA!!!!!
Narcissism.
Great, it's something that annoys me A LOT.
I repeat A LOT.
There's no measurement to how much I hate narcissistic people.
Really, they're so full of themselves.
Seriously, I think they think the world revolves around them?
Wiktionary defines narcissistic as: Having an inflated idea of one's own importance. and
Obsessed with one's own self image and ego.
UGH.
Examples of narcissistic people:
PEOPLE WHO LIKES THEIR OWN STATUS, PICTURES AND COMMENTS.
Seriously, narcissism much?
Okay, maybe you are one of them, but please change this habit.
Annoys not only me, but quite a handful of people, I'm sure.


Okay, Imma stop getting so worked up over stupid stuffs like this.
HAHA
Anyway, I'm going to KL on Monday coming back on Saturday.
May not be able to see you guys a lot :(
Miss me during my hiatus okay? *winks*




p/s: read and follow my blog kays? I don't wanna be forever alone D:
       And, spread the love, Ciao~




XOXO, Tiffany :)

Finally, I've Succeeded.

Okay, I'm feeling pinkish today. So, yeah. That'll explain the pink. Teehee.

Things have been really crazy. Forgive me for not updating soon. 

I think there's something wrong with blogger. 

To create a new post. I usually have to wait around 10 minutes for page to load.

weird much? :D

Okay, so, first things first. 

I FINISHED SPM! ( a long time ago actually)

YAY!

That's like a major thing for me. As well as other candidates I think.

HAHA.

So, now, I'm practically literally free from everything.

Mind you, EVERYTHING. EVERY SINGLE THING.

Okay *slaps myself* Enough for all that gloating.

But then, I'll be leaving my friends and my school. Yeahh, even school.

 I thought I hated school so much. But then when it was time to leave, all I felt was emptiness.

It's like so weird. waking up and not knowing what to expect anymore.

Not like when you have school. The first thoughts were, ARGH, school.

Now, It's like, So what should I do now? 

Yea, if you can get what I say.

Then, friends. GAWD, WHAT AM I TO DO WITHOUT THEM?! D:

Especially my girlfriends. Amoi, becca, Ida, Wen Yi, Abby, and Cynthia.

And also my classmates.

Who would be there to tell me cheesy jokes?

Or, who would be there to support me?

Oh, wait I even missed Canteen food. Not that I liked it before.

Heck, I even missed Mdm Rajwant lessons.

Seriously, Graduating High school is like breaking up with your steady long-term boyfriend.

At least that's what I think ;P (not that I have any experience in this field)

After all this shizz, I cleaned up my room, gave away my books.

Felt like a new person. Ya' know, I'm not Tiffany Tiffany anymore. I'm Tiffany Tiffany.

GAH, You don't know what I mean.

SO, New and Improved I am.

My next target is to slim down.

HAHA, nice joke.

But seriously,

I know I've been saying this for years. And not once I succeeded (irony much?)

Now, IT'S TIME FOR SOME CHANGE.PERIOD.

YEAH.

 Been really up to nothing these days except nail art.

MY NEW FOUND HOBBY! 

It needs lots of patience and skill which I'm lacking.

But what can't be learnt?Rite?

Anyway I need more nail polish!

Mom thinks I'm going through some vain phase in life.

I was just bored okayy.

A shoutout to everyone out there,

TEXT ME, CALL ME, OR DATE ME. JUST DON'T FORGET ME, PROMISE?

OH YAH. I FORGOT. DRAMA PEOPLE YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN TOO.

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS.

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST.

LOVE YOU FOREVER! AND EVER! DON'T FORGET ME! :D

XOXO. With love, Tiffany.

 

NOSES.

I have to clear up one thing.

I HAVE A THING FOR GOOD NOSES!

I don't just like guys when I don't even know them

When I like your nose, it doesn't mean I like you.

Today, I'm going to talk about noses.

When you have good nose, You have good looks.

And it's like the normalest thing for girls to look at good looking guys

At least I don't think if there's problem though.

Here are examples of good noses:

 

Example A:

Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul

WILL YOU JUST LOOK AT HIM! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ANOTHER CLEARER PICTURE:

LOOK AT THE NOSE *melts* AHHHHHHHHHH! 

ANOTHER ONE:

 AGAIN ITS THE NOSEEEEEEEE :))

Example B:

Eli

 See the Nose? DID YOU SEE THE NOSE?

Another one:

See Nose? AHHHHHHHHHH!

 

 YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT GOOD NOSES?

GOOD NOSE= GOOD LOOKS

 THIS IS MY DEFINITION OF HOTNESS.

Don't make any assumptions yourself.

KTHXBYE.

DOOM is here :(

Okay, uh, maybe not that serious.
I'm not dying or anything but yeaaah
I would be away for quite some time.

Next week is the start of everything.
The 2nd Mock exam is up,
So, I'll be busy.
VERY BUSY.

AHEEEMMMM,
And right after that?
SPM.
BOOOM.
I just dropped the bomb.period.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ME NO GUSTA SPM YOU KNOW. :((((

I'll be away for a month or so.
Don't miss me Kays?
I LOVE YOU. BYE.



YOURS SINCERELY,
TIFFANY LEE

ORGANIC FRENZY

This morning,
I opened the fridge,
and I saw,

Organic veges
Organic fruits
Organic eggs
Organic milk
Organic miso paste
Organic chicken
Everything ORGANIC!

When I walked to the bathroom
I saw
MOM CHANGED EVERYTHING

ORGANIC TOOTHPASTE. ORGANIC SHAMPOO. ORGANIC TOOTHBRUSH.

FAINTS. O__________O

终于，我明白了。

我终于找到我们分开的原因了。
我们分开并不是感情淡了。
也不是我对你没了感觉。
我很清楚的知道，
喜欢你那么久，是不会因为在一起久了
觉得倦了，烦了

一切是我个人的问题。
因为从小缺乏安全感，
从小就被灌输这种教导，
全世界，除了自己，别人都不能相信。

所以，当你对我好。
我会害怕，害怕这些美好的东西
随时消失。
我开始把对你的感情，全部收起来。
慢慢的疏远你，开始提防你。
对你冷漠，不理不睬。
渐渐的，我们的距离开始变大了。

我现在不是在解释。
我很尊敬你的决定。
现在的你， 身边多了个“她”
我学着放开，
学着看破，一切的一切。
等我学会放开，我会祝福你们的。

现在我只想告诉你：
冷漠是我的保护色，请你不要把我最后的防卫线给毁了。

Y.O.U.S

YOU #1
Have I ever told you that you looked so good in black Polo tees and jeans
Have I ever told you that the watch on your left wrist suits you so much
Have I ever told you that I like your nose so much
Have i ever told you that you're the first guy i'd known who loved green tea so much
Have I ever told you that I've been stalking you
Have I ever told you that when you don't talk you looked like an ice sculpture
Have I ever told you that I wanted you to know my existence

YOU #2
Have I ever told you that I don't treat you as a brother anymore
Have I ever told you that I actually waited for your texts
Have I ever told you that I like your smile
Have I ever told you that you 4500 watt smile could melt me on the spot

YOU #3
Have I ever told you that I have never stop liking you
Have I ever told you that I regret not holding on to you tight
Have I ever told you that the memories you gave were so good that I don't have the courage to think about them
Have I ever told you that I hate that bitch beside you
Have I ever told you that it hurts to see you
Have I ever told you that I tried and tried to forget you but failed
Have I ever told you that I hope to see you happy

SKYSCRAPER

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

UNFORTUNATE EVENTS KEPT ROLLING IN

MENTALLY DOWN RIGHT NOW.
Nothing has been right since yesterday.

Yesterday morning, before going to school,
I accidentally locked my room with the key inside.
Mom turned on her scolding+nagging button
and nagged like there's tomorrow

when I came back from school,
My dear cell phone was nowhere to be found.
I searched every nook and cranny and guess where i found it?
ON MY BED. ARGGGHHHH.

AND TODAY, i tried logging in to blogger for like 1489643725826497528698765390924 times
and failed.
when i finally did, I was tired and forgot what i wanted to write.

And then my two bratty cats caught a lizard to play with it.
A LIZARD.
Damn, I am stuck in my room now.
Because they left the corpse right in front of my door.
I gotta wait for mom to comeback and clean it up.
OH GOSHH, WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG THESE DAYS?

I'M TIRED OF EXPECTING FOR MIRACLES TO HAPPEN. :(

Read for yourself.

A little Flower, everyone's favourite.
Of course, flowers are pretty, needs protection, lovely, smells nice, what more to say a Small Flower?
A SMALL FLOWER, needs MORE attention, needs MORE care, needs MORE love.

YOU BITCHES ARE LIKE SMALL FLOWERS.
acting so demure, soft spoken, quiet, adorable and all your silly acts in front of guys,
made them fall head and heels over you,
made them crazy over you.
What do you gain?
A TON OF GUYS.

SO WHAT?
I don't really give a damn you know.
You want guys you get them
BUT WHY DID YOU TOUCH THE GUY I WANTED SO MUCH?
And, now you got him.
Yeah, and I'm the jealous loser looking at the both of you
Crossing my fingers that you would break up.
Yes, I AM THAT SELFISH.
LOVE IS SELFISH.

SO, that's why, I want to be a strong big tree.
I don't want to become BITCHES like you.
NO, I want to be loud, strong and hard
try and hurt me. TRY ALL YOU WANT!
It won't hurt me. NEVER EVER.
IM A STRONG TREE! :)

Blogger has to change everything back!

You see what I mean about being very busy? when I finally signed in Blogger changed EVERYTHING. LITERALLY. Ack, when I decided to change to Pixnet, IT'S EVEN WORSE BLOGS SHOULD NOT BE SO CONFUSING! Well, first things first. I'm still well and breathing ( I tend to say this everytime I write a new post) Grew a few pimples over the months. (ITS ALL BECAUSE OF STRESS!) and yeah, grew mature, of course. SPM is like in less than one month, NO, i don't do countdowns and I gotta study ALOT SO...... That's practically what I've been up to these days. STUDY STUDY STUDY Asian's teaching system is so rigid. ME NO GUSTA :( I STILL CANT GET USED TO THE NEW BLOGGER :((

OMG~ My blog is so empty

OH MY GAWSHHHHH! Last post was last year!
Hehehehe. FYI, I'm still alive.
Well, learnt a lot of things this year.
I learnt to be strong
I learnt to put on a fake face
I learnt to not cry so easily
I learnt to laugh really LOUD!
I am happy like that.
I dont need people's sympathy.
I am alright.

So, you happy now?
I am like a loser waiting for you.
Thank you for making me learn so many things.
I am strong now.
I dont cry as much as i did before.
Thank You.


Exams coming up real soon.
Gotta Go!
P/S: i have a feeling this will be my last post this year. Busyyyyyy -.-